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2008-11-08T11:20:00.000+08:00

>_<

2008-05-15T22:00:00.001+08:00

曾某人对我说过，
死.. 就可以解脱。
若我没那么多顾虑，
没有那么多不舍得，
心灰意冷破釜沉舟，
大概已死了好几回。

倘若我们只是两颗匆匆划过的流星，
那么愿我们在彼此的天空中都能留下美丽的痕迹，
就算很短暂，就算是曾经，就算是过去，就算只剩下凄美的结局。

2008-05-11T12:08:00.001+08:00

一覺醒來，眼淚不斷流。正如那天讀著怡佐回我的電郵，不知為何眼淚直淌，是因為發覺自己漸漸喪失自信理智，還是什麼呢?? 多么无助，多么无奈，討厭這樣的自己。

擔心自己沒辦法去愛，常常做錯，表達錯，什麼都錯，錯完又錯。好害怕失去，害怕討人厭，害怕傷害人，更害怕傷害自己。想做好一點，朋友說這不是我，我卻不知道。是我太遲鈍，來不及做不出对的反應。

关心，常被误以怀疑。不曾想过为自己解释什么。沉默是为了未来的天长地久。

隱藏我的感受，只是怕愛你的心被你看透。猜的沒錯，我想得太多。被你看穿了以後，更無處可躲。

My Heart is so screwed..
世界上最遥远的距离，不是被分割两地。
而是我在你的身边，却无法让你知道我有多在乎你。

2008-05-09T02:00:00.001+08:00

Audio: Jon Mclaughlin - So Close

You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

2008-05-06T15:14:00.000+08:00

Please login to do test
by creating a dummy test to signup,
so jur name will appear on result slip!
Hee hee hee

2008-05-03T10:17:00.005+08:00

Do I look dumb to you?

Yea I think I do.

Cos you making me feel as though I am.

快精神崩溃..

2008-05-03T10:08:00.000+08:00

It's just so dumb being bonded ONE DAMN YEAR with the company for $900.00+, I've already withdrawn from that pathetic course.

Anyway, my appointment with NSC is fixed, they finally called! I really doubt the efficiency of Singaporeans nowadays -_- When they say call you within THREE WORKING DAYS they really call at the last hour on the 3rd day. WOW. Isn't that SO pleasing and SO hardworking? 我佩服得五体投地!

2008-04-30T12:18:00.001+08:00

NOOOOOO. Depressed and emo.

If I dont plan the venue and time, Tsoikern, Jasline and Peiwen will NEVER meetup. And when we meetup, I'll be blamed for choosing a wrong place. If they're so capable of just criticising, why not you all plan everything instead of just complaining? 友情就那么不堪一击? I'm useless, I'm dumb, I'm idiotic, I'm irritating, I'm incorrigible, I'm wooden block, 我头脑简单, 我无助无奈无知, I give up, happy?

wk is just a redundant part of this world, a bloody liability.

Has anyone ever thought of how I fucking feel?

好不公平.

2008-04-27T01:08:00.002+08:00

Shall be visiting National Skin Centre to treat those fugly Eczema on my leg very soon! The itch has became so unbearable to the point I'm turning insane and kill myself! Urgh.

Anyway, I think I may know the reason behind feeling nauseous last week and that my left eye has been twitching for the past week! Could be because I banged my head hard twice while getting of the company van! WTF. Not used to sitting vans you see T_T

Amen.

2008-04-25T08:00:00.000+08:00

I really dont understand WHY the FUCK her predecessor, without relevant qualification can cope with the same amount of workload while she with the qualifications and previous experience, sucks at it even after near to 3 months at the job.

IF the company hires her to pass her own workload to others, isn't she considered a liability?

WHY some people speak without thinking twice? Do they NOT have BRAINS?

WHY is it that when I complete tasks speedily, some people will think I've got nothing to do?

Is it REALLY I have to make my desk as messy as possible and do things slowly to let people know I've things to do too?

Sighs..

2008-04-22T11:18:00.000+08:00

犯贱，女人真犯贱。

2008-04-19T15:18:00.002+08:00

我好窝囊，讲多错多。

木头死鱼用来形容我是正确的。

2008-04-19T15:15:00.002+08:00

Last night met Peini, Tsoikern, Jasline, Daniel and Alvin.

Long time didnt see them! Went Causeway point at first. Then Peini need to go, so we called dk out (the main reason is because he has a car, though d:) And after we dropped Peini at Yishun, Tsoikern suddenly miss Alvin and ask him to book out from maju camp zz. So drove all the way to Clementi that funny guy and then all the way to Serangoon to eat at Chomp Chomp -_-" So interesting. Ordered Stingray, Hokkein Mee, Lala, 5 huge Sugar Cane Drinks, etc. After that went someplace nearby and chat for a while.

Stayed outside til 3am, LOL. Was raining cats and dogs when dk was driving us home.

I was the first being sent home and I wish them good luck cos the car's glass were not polished. When it rain, we practically could not see anything from inside.

Amen.

2008-04-16T15:18:00.005+08:00

Daniel just said I look like botak! F5 T_T

SHIT YOU MAN!

Anyway, I already have a LCCI Accounting Certificate, but after my Cert in Payroll Administration, am wondering whether I should take Dip in Legal Studies at SIC or Dip in BHRM at SHRI.

Although useful, Law isn't something for me to start with. When I was in TP, dip in law and management was so suckish. Maybe Business Human Resource Management may make a difference. I sort of feel I'm a HR person after all! d:

Hmm, hmm..

2008-04-16T15:00:00.003+08:00

始终病到了。

昨日冒昧写了封信给怡佐诉心事。

今午还跟奕如聊电，心情真的平定了好多。

其实他分析的每一方面都很对。

或许，我不该胡思乱想。

在这想太多的过程中，忽略了凡是人都有的本性。

可我，就得先放下“心动心痛”观念。

与其成天认为别人不站在我立场感受我的无助。

不如考虑环境问题再下偏断。

看破红尘，不是更好?

2008-04-15T17:00:00.000+08:00

Peini will be here in sg from 12-26 April while Yizuo will be in sg from 16 May to 22 August..

I'm very excited about meeting them!

So scare I dont know what to say when I see them cos there's just too much to say and not sure where to start, hee.

2008-04-14T00:00:00.004+08:00

All these were taken last year, keke.
Not in periodic sequence @@

Stopped my harayumii at 120 and xsweetappiex at 50+

No challenge since I can reach 4th job in sucha short time zz.

2008-04-13T10:00:00.005+08:00

Just to let my readers know I'm still alive and kicking..

Baby, I love ju and Love ju and LOve ju and LOVe ju and LOVE ju and LOVE Ju and LOVE JU!

-wk

2008-04-12T23:18:00.004+08:00

Hi everyone, I'm back since my dear Hwee Liang ask me to update..

Sorry for the infrequent blogging.

I've already found a job, working as HR Assistant, doing the company's payroll.

Stressed to begin with (since it's really something NEW), but adapting well to new environment and the people.

Hong Kong was a fun trip, will be better if my legs aint that weak and my ability to plan routes improves -_-"

I love HONGKONG MY HOMETOWN F5

Here are some photos taken in hk, not in order cos the way blogger uploads picture's fucked up:

2007-11-18T01:11:00.000+08:00

Sleepy zz.

Honey;s going to get me a laptop. I was so happy because, I have not had a laptop of my own for 19 years old my fucking life until now T_T Thank ju honey muacks!

The 2nd happy ocassion is, my maple dear proposed to me roflmao. I was like talking to my didi inside a fm room when he came in with his crabby helm and said, "Dear!" "Erm, how to say.." "Jia Gei Wo Hao Ma?" Lol. My didi was stunned, so was I. Dear say my didi will 100% be invited to wedding cos he witness the proposal zzzzzz.

3rd, Henry is going to be a father! Hee d:

4th, Chester kor is married with Sher dao sao! ^^ Gong Xi Gong Xi~!!

5th, I gonna be going to Hong Kong with my Sion Baby!

6th, I resigned from my job -_-

7th, My best buddy Eugene is earning good bucks from internet marketing.

8th, YiZuo's present! Chocolates~~

8 is definitely a nice number.

Audio: 月牙湾 by F.I.R.

2007-11-09T15:18:00.000+08:00

每当难过，胃便不由自主痛起来。

错句话就可以严重影响情绪。

我万不该没经大脑把废话吐出。

原来开心与相反不过一线之差。

真不敢相信自己的无能。

单单被爱就真的足够了吗？

还记得有人对我说：

"我不期待回报，因为爱你
是全世界最超级幸福的事。"

亲爱的，
虽然我不会说好听的话，
也不懂得怎么安慰人，
更很少帮得上什么忙，

但这是我给予你的承诺。

2007-11-06T10:18:00.000+08:00

他有什么事都不跟我说了。

我帮不上他的忙，好窝囊。

2007-11-01T17:00:00.000+08:00

此时此刻的心情不是字就能形容的.

戏,看多了.

没想到, 像戏一般的剧情发生在自己的身上时, 好不知所措.

人, 总是脆弱的.

我跟着剧情的曲折变化, 渐渐失去自信心, 麻麻的.

觉得好没用, 蠢, 白痴, 心痛, 失落. 总之可以多糟就多糟.

觉得每个人在疏远, 讨厌我, 闲我烦.

每天行尸走肉, 失魂落魄, 睡不安, 吃不下. 好难过.

朋友都像人间蒸发似的. 很少真正关心.

我说我没事. 若你是我你会没事吗?

我只不过想快快乐乐渡过日子.

为什么重重挫折考验阻碍打击?

都说了我的心情不是字就能形容的了。

只想跟你说一句话：

"不管现今多么无奈，我只相信将来的天长地久，我爱你。"

2007-08-01T17:00:00.000+08:00

Lol. Just created few pictures cos I was so excited over the new version of bannedstory.
Wow.
The new items are so nice!
Can give effects with skills some more nia.
May upload my creations soon.
Very sleepy now zz.

2007-07-31T09:49:00.000+08:00

2007-07-18T17:18:00.000+08:00

My cute hunter and my cute mei.

Euuuuwww.
"I scolded 5th lao po liaoz"
"I not 5th lao po!"
"Shutup"
"-_-"
"Your opinions are rejected"

Cleric which cannot heal.
Kristie who die.
wk who loves Sion.
Sion who loves wk.

SLURPS~

Keke. Sweet sweet love.

......

The infamous ham sap lou @@

MAO WANG FU HUO!?

KAOs!
Poke jur ass!

This lady here is trying to ks me.
However, at my lvl, her ksing = protecting

The ks war started when an idiot called me bitch.
Even Fearless Guild came to help. Wow.

Love Bean no panties muaha.

Para, candy of my heart..
Looks so nice when smiling!

Dizz's brothers and sisters murdered~

F3f3

Tai Li Pu Le Ba??

See who is fiercer LAH.

Dizz loves to muacks me!

Lol. The Fungi Twins

"Flinging" when Honey is right beside me :p

Weird things happen when computers lag.
For instance, clouds regenerates.

Another pair of twins -_-

2007-07-18T15:30:00.000+08:00

Sick last week sobs. So sick.

Have not blogged for a month or so. All thanks to Maple which kept me so busy. HaraYumii is officially lvl 70.

For those who play in Cass, please do me a favour. Mass defame this guy call iicerryy. I hate guys who thinks they are always right, they forever cannot take jokes. He spoils my mood in maple. My blood boils even when I see his ign. I also dont wanna hear his real name Clement! Sorry Uncle Clement, you have the same name, but you are million times nicer than him. Lvl 118 big fuck is it! I never ever said I lvl 70 pro okie! Which ear of yours heard it zzz! Siao Da Bor!

Anyway. Dont let an idiot affect our day. I will upload some screenshots soon ^^

And this morning my manager just asked me write a harsh complaint letter to Canon. "Wtf la, people offer you service for so long you have to scold them upside down with one letter?" I thought. So I decided to type as if I'm scolding her. After reading my very very harsh letter, she looked at me and gave me a "wah seh, really write til so harsh". When she came to the signature part she gave me another look "..I'm the one signing somemore?.." "Lol, come la, make me change it" She so bad hor? So in the end she ask me not to be so harsh after all. So I really hope Canon will do something about this.

See my letter keke. Sensitive details already censored. Hope no mistake zzz

2007-06-11T14:18:00.000+08:00

Some screenshots from maple..

Lol. All smile!

Left to Right: Paradisek155 (Sophia), HaraYumii (Me), S10n (Honey), Yuna77 (Yuna), Jesscyn (Jesscyn), Abi1111 (Abigail)

No littering in maple? Oh well. No big crime as long as we don't use hack system or sell a cash la. Wont kena fined de!

F3F3 -__-" Para the Exxxxtra. Use cash emo!

Para & Hara: "Whack Sion!"

Sion: ".................."

For having so many lao po! Argh!!

Yuna: "F7. Ham Sap Lou!"

Abigail:" FREAKY BIG MONSTER FLEW IN AND KILLED ME. SNIFFS. (My 80K..?? T_T)"

Dots. My 4 maple characters bu san bu si. None over lvl 50 YET -____-

2007-05-28T15:18:00.000+08:00

2007-05-18T11:18:00.000+08:00

The time fo truth arrived.

I left home. Last year.

Why?

Reason 1: My parents are ridiculously over-protective, unreasonable and discouraging. Not that they have not been nice to me before. But, the things they did to frustrate me are more than good ones. Yes. I'm NOT a perfect daughter to begin with. I did rebellious things many other teenagers do.

HOWEVER! At age 18, I have a curfew of 6p.m fo weekdays and 9p.m fo Saturdays. And this is after I left home the first time. I have no house keys. I cannot lock my room's door, not mentioning just closing it.

Before that. It was "STRAIGHT HOME! NO GOING OUT WITH FRIENDS! $12 POCKET MONEY PER WEEK! NO HANDPHONE! CANNOT USE HOUSE PHONE FO MORE THAN 10 MINS! ASK FOR MY PERMISSION BEFORE YOU CAN USE COMPUTER! NO MSN! CUT JUR NAILS TIL THEY ARE FUCKING SHORT AND CANNOT SEE THE WHITE PART! LONG HAIR IS ONLY FOR BEGGARS! YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO DYE YOUR HAIR AGAIN! OPEN YOUR BAG AND LET ME SEE WHAT IS INSIDE. WHO GAVE YOU THIS THING? DIDNT I TELL YOU NOT TO ACCEPT ANY PRESENTS FROM ANYONE? BIRTHDAY MEANS NEED TO RECEIVE PRESENTS IS IT? THEY ARE CALLED CLASSMATES AND SCHOOLMATES, NOT FRIENDS! PSLE? SURE GET INTO NORMAL STREAM! O LEVELS? HA! YOU BETTER START PLANNING TO STUDY IN AUSTRAILIA WHEN YOU CANNOT EVEN GET INTO ITE! MASSAGE MY BACK FOR ME! SCRATCH MY BACK FOR ME! WHO JUST CALLED YOU? WHY HAVE TO CALL YOU? ANYTHING CANNOT DISCUSS TOMORROW IN SCHOOL?" And etc. To add on, wherever I go and Whatever I do, I HAVE TO report to them.

My father even threw my turtle down the fucking rubbish chute okie! He also tried to read personal letters PeiNi sent and YiZuo gave! He even tore them up cos I don't let him read!

Reason 2: I know my parents do not like Sion. But I love him so dearly. He healed my broken heart and cared fo me even though I was nobody to him. My mummy seems okie about him but in her mind, she wish I will break up with him asap. Not forgetting to mention my father. Maybe he wish Sion will disappear. So much fo the stupid Email he sent! Lured me to go back to hell!

Reason 3: Freedom, peace, joy and love. Although my parents love me. Nothing they did makes me smile. That's why I loved going to school so much. My friends always wondered why I hated weekends. Now ju know..

Reason 4: I enjoy my time with friends. Wherelse I cannot join a single class gathering or friends gathering back then. Sorry guys.

Reason 5: I dislike Diploma in Law and Management. I wanted Diploma in Accounting. My father made him believe Accountancy is a very useful and NICe subject when I kena posted to Accounting class in Sec 3. But after O Levels, getting my unexpected results (to them) know what he said? Studying accounting very difficult to find job.

I was like "??!! ?????? !"

Didn't somebody tell me in Sec 2 Dec how good accountancy is, what kinda job I can get out there??

Before I can say anything. he say he wants me to choose Aerospace. My eyes enlarged and almost popped out. In the end. Law and Management was the last option fo me. My English sucks. And I think nobody likes me in their group. Shu Cian and me are like outcast. But she excels in other modules not concerning law. As fo me. I sucked at almost everything except Business Accounting, Computer Systems and Application, etc. Jitao si keow keow.

Now, I'm studying LCCI Dip in Accounts. I am happy with my honey and friends. I have a job. I will make sure her 2008 Mother's Day present is my Diploma.

Well? Convinced my choice of leaving is sane?

If you still disagree, you are fucking WRONG.

2007-05-17T08:50:00.000+08:00

Anonymous Calls = Bullshit

Please do not call me using private numbers.

2007-05-08T11:18:00.000+08:00

Invaded by chronic of germs and viruses again! zZzz

2007-05-07T22:00:00.000+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday, Miss Jasline Seah Xin Lin! -_-

2007-05-02T17:00:00.000+08:00

I create an interesting picture and sent it via Email to my friends, and some people related to the title.

RE: 10 TYPES OF MOST DISGUSTING HORRENDOUS INCORRIGIBLE PEOPLE DISCLOSED!

Lol. Isn't the title eye catching? Isn't it what I blogged about in one of my recent entry?

And so it goes in the msg..

"Hi all.

I thought about last night and decorated this list. True, isn't it.

I'm sure it's damn unbearable to have sucha people in our lives!

Will be worse if we are one of them! o_O

I'm a busybody sometimes.

HOWEVER! Not to the point of being irritating!

Cos I make sure that person close enough to be willing to tell me!"

And the picture looks like.. Click on it the get larger glimpse!

Nice hor? I Aced my Art and D&T okie! -__-"

Oh well. That's not the point. Simply.

Anyway! T_T I cried because of a stupid thing yesterday. Because my dearest dear dear transfer all his etc items into my character's inventory in maple and didnt bother to store in back in his noob character. And asked me to sell my items in shop when I think they can be sold for higher price to other chars. I feeling very stupid now. STUPID. Why did I cry cos of that? Aint I siao or what. Why should I be so bothered with some stupid maple items! I hated maple yesterday. o_O Why, again? Urgh.

I think I a bit Emo these few years.

.. .. ..

Sec.. PeiNi left.. dk.. Alice.. Chester.. Sheree.. ZhuoHua.. YiZuo left.. Forced to choose Aerospace.. Chose Law.. Poly.. Tough course.. Sion.. Jenny.. JingJie.. Ryan.. Jeffrey.. Henni.. Eveyln.. Lindy.. Father.. Mummy.. Quit Poly.. Charles.. Jeremy.. Work.. Irritating receptionist and auntie.. Night class.. Exam..

Not a bit Emo ba. I always did let emotions get over me. Life was like a tiring drama show for me in the past.

But you cant blame me, can ju? I'm only a 19-year-old who have so many fucking weird things occuring in my life. Some things are just too much for me to handle!

The happiest thing which happened to me is meeting Sion, sweets. It's like magic. Waking up everyday seeing ju, ju cute! I love Honey if you do not know. I wont leave his side ever again. MUACKS!

2007-04-23T11:18:00.000+08:00

I hate Saturdays.

2007-04-16T12:00:00.000+08:00

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2007-04-09T11:18:00.000+08:00

I'm horrified to believe she can ask and ask and ask and still asking ALL about my private stuffs. Nabae. ARRRRRRRRRrr. Damn Fucking Bloody IRRITATING man. Zeeby knn vegetable cucumber la! JiTao Smack her face sia! Urgh! And I can only complain to my blog. Because it 'listens' silently and conveys what I think efficiently. I have a poor sense of expression if you don't know.

NOBODY BOTHERS TO SAY SOMETHING TO SMOOTHEN MY ANGER! ALL I GET FROM MY BF MY KORS MY SIS ARE CRITICISM THAT I AM TOO TIMID AND HAVE TO TALK BACK! EVERYONE SAYS THE SAME FUCKING OLD THING! WTF! LAN JIAO LA! THE POOR ME SCREAMS BUT EVERYONE DOES NOT TAKE INTO CONDSIDERATION HOW I FEEL BUT INSTEAD TELL ME HAVE TO SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD STARE STARE STARE AT THAT BITCH! KNN! LIKE I DONT FEEL LIKE DOING SO! I'M NOT BLOODY TIMID NOR WHATEVER! SHE'S MY COLLEAGUE FOR GOODNESS SAKE NOT MY BABY SISTER! SHE HAS A BIG MOUTH AND WILL TELL EVERY FUCKING SOUL IN THE COMPANY WHAT I SAID AND WHAT I DID. HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSE TO SURVIVE HERE AFTER ANY COMMOTION?! DO I HAVE TO TOLERATE STRANGE EYES AND GOSSIPS BEHIND MY BLOODY BACK! "YEA QUIT YOUR JOB AND FIND ANOTHER!" EVERYONE TELLS ME! EASIER SAID THAN DONE! I STILL WANT TO WORK HERE FOR FUCKING SAKE! YOU THINK ANY COMPANY WILL FUCKING HELL JUST ACCEPT A PERSON WHO LOOKS UNDERAGE? THEY WONT CARE A FLYING FLUTE! SYMPATHY? NONE! JUST LIKE ALL THE PEOPLE I WISHED FOR JUST A LITTLE COMFORT FROM! YOU THINK I FUCKING LIKE TO CRY? IMAGINE THINGS BEING COMPRESSED ALL INSIDE YOU! IMAGINE THE PRESSURED 'IT' NEED TO EXPLODE BUT YOU DONT WANT EXPLETIVES TO SPILL OUT YOUR MOUTH! YOU CANT SHIT NOR PEE OR EVEN VOMIT IT OUT EITHER! SO IT BLOODY COME OUT OF THE EYES! DO YOU KNOW HOW BAD IT FEELS TO HAVE THINGS TO SAY BUT YOUR THROAT IS STUCKED? I DO FEEL DUMB TOO IF YOU WANT TO KNOW! DO YOU KNOW HOW PAINFUL IT FEELS HAVING TO BE SO FURIOUS BUT YOU CANNOT BEAR TO SCOLD THE PERSON SO IMPORTANT? DONT CRY CONT CRY NO USE NO USE! THATS WHAT YOU ALL CAN SAY? OVER THE PAST NINETEEN YEARS! EVEN AS A BABY YOUR MUMMY AND DADDY SAY THAT! BULLSHIT! A BABY DOESNT UNDERSTAND! IT CRY BECAUSE THEY FUCKING NEED THEIR MUMMIES AND DADDIES BY THEIR SIDE! WE CRY ALSO BECAUSE WE FUCKING NEED SOMEONE BY OUR SIDE! DONT CRY DONT CRY! EASY HAH? ONE DAY PEOPLE WILL START DYING OF SUFFOCATION! I HAVE A TEACHER BACK IN PRIMARY SCHOOL WHO TOLD ME "CRY OUT ALL YOU CAN, YOU WILL FEEL BETTER AFTER THE RELEASE." MAN I LIKE THAT WORD RELEASE. BECAUSE OF HER TEACHINGS, FROM THE LAST CLASS I ROSE TO THE SECOND BEST CLASS. PEOPLE NOWADAYS JUST DONT UNDERSTAND, DO THEY? JUST ANYONE!

:'(

2007-04-03T10:18:00.000+08:00

Some Arseholes just like to blast music with their handphone on MRT or bus. Flying fuck man. Don't they know there's sucha thing called headphone? Knn. The music quality of their phone even sucks. Wa Seh. Show off when ju have at least a good sound qualitied phone la!

Contributes to noise Pollution! Not considerate at all! Insensative idiots!

2007-04-02T10:08:00.000+08:00

re·vert
1. To return to a former condition, practice, subject, or belief.
2. Law To return to the former owner or to the former owner's heirs. Used of money or property.
3. Genetics To undergo reversion.

I really still do not understand why people use such sentences in letters and Emails: "I regret to inform you that Mr. Shit is away and he will revert when he is back."

Which simply meant, Mr. Shit is currently overseas and shall reply/contact ju when he returns!

?? Regret jur head. Revert jur ass.

Sucks.

REVERT!

2007-03-29T12:18:00.000+08:00

Tummy hurts like hell yesterday. Sucks.

Took MC!

2007-03-27T05:18:00.000+08:00

Honey has got 2 laptops now! We invade Conquer and Maple everyday d:

2007-03-26T12:00:00.000+08:00

Joanne's baby boy will be due next month! New life can be so blissful! ^^ Cant wait to bao bao it :p

Anyway. Last Saturday went out with Peiwen, Jasline, Tsoikern.Keke. We met at City Hall. Went Suntec and Marina. Missed honey so so much that day!

After lunch, Jas decided that City Hall is too quiet fo her liking. So we went cineleisure and stayed there til we went home at 2.00am. All we did was.. Play! Pool, watched dvd, online games, neoprints, movie.

Jasline's bf came to drive us home. Alphonsus or something de la. He think he is filming Initial D man! To think Jas said he drives stably and can sleep in the ride. Oh well. TsoiKern and I say, I feel the car going out of track many times and I can fly in the ride. Lols. Okie. Dont tell her what I blogged okie. If not tomorrow I'll be in headlines.

"15-YEAR-OLD
MURDERED IN TOILET
BY TWEETY BIRD
FOR DEFAMATION"

NO! o_O

2007-03-22T09:00:00.000+08:00

Rum & Raisin was sold out. Damn, cannot feel godly! :p We ate other flavours instead, Andersons Ice Cream still taste great!

2007-03-21T16:18:00.000+08:00

My accounting intermediate exam results just came out today! Pass with distinction! ^^ I'm so fucking happy. Dear dear will treat me Anderson's Rum & Raisin Ice Cream later!

2007-03-19T11:00:00.000+08:00

The golden retriever kept sniffing honey's bud and pouncing onto him. He say he felt violated. Poor dear! The maid, Cora, tipped honey how to make that horny bastard stay away from him. Roll up a newspaper and pretend to hit it, with a fierce face. Muaha. But last night I saw honey playing happily with it with a rope o_O

Shall meet Tsoikern and Peiwen this coming Saturday. Keke excited :p No idea where Jasline fucking disappeared to, if even whether she's still alive -___-" Maybe busy with boyfriend wor, or maybe busy with her poly friends. She has forgotten about us man.

Honey starting on his new job today. Jia You! ^^ Hugs and kisses.

2007-03-14T16:18:00.000+08:00

I wish adults can be more perceptive.

2007-03-11T00:18:00.000+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday PeiNi!

Miss ju.

2007-03-10T22:00:00.000+08:00

Ajisened today. Wow. The RAMEN (oh well not including the deceiving yummy-looking desserts of course) Makes anybody slaver man.

Talking about food. I suddenly remembered wot my colleague did when we were what we called "laoing yu sheng" with other colleagues at Jumbo Seafood Restaurant.

Kao. As she lao the yu sheng hor.. she, "Thank you jesus, amen, halleluya, praise the lord." All nonsense came out while doing a chinese traditional thing. I cannot apprehend how in the world has yu sheng got to do with jur great heavenly father? Well. I'll only thank my mummy fo giving birth to me to eat food, thank myself for earning a salary to know appreciating food, also my dear and friends who always bring me to sumptous meals, thank the chef who prepared the food, and lastly if it's a meat, I thank the animal which was slaughtered. So! While she said that, i almost wanted to cheer,

"A Mi Tuo Fuo. Duo Xie Fuo Zhu Ci Shan. A Mi Tuo Fuo. Shan Zhai Shan Zhai!"

2007-03-08T16:18:00.000+08:00

Ju're damn right LinFang. Only insensitive people do that. The opposites of dickheads, ju know, like, pussies? No obligations wor. Incorrigible.

2007-03-06T12:00:00.000+08:00

Wa Seh. I just felt an earthquake. Thought I sick til going to faint sia. LOl.

2007-03-06T11:18:00.000+08:00

The dormant volcano decided to erupt only after she gets her diploma, benefits, leave the company with pride and with another job on hand of better prospect.

Outstanding ehs? :p

2007-03-05T16:18:00.000+08:00

Honey is honey. Always that cute even when sleeping. Just like a newborn sweet little baby.

More Photos!

Hugs.

Ju Cute!

Know the best job fo ju in ACER, honey?
Most Sophisticated Spokesperson d:
Or, Most Act Dao Award.

I can do without ju. But I chose not to.
I'll always stay by jur side.
As long as the stars stays.
Because I just love ju, Baby!
As deep as the way my eyes looking at ju can go.
Sucha Dear!

Not forgeting the lollipop ju surprised me with.
And I refused, I mean, she bu de chi.

Ju sweetest.

I look a bit older, do I. Or still look like 15?
Man.

Hee-

Bleah

Taken back in HK in 2005 Dec.
Noobish.

Anyway my spectacles look much nicer now.

lala.

Hee.

2007-03-02T17:18:00.000+08:00

My dear dear almost wanted to gorge himself with food yesterday night cos he sim tia. Need to fork out some of our savings to pay the deposit + rent + agent fee. I guess he must have very empty. Honey dont be downhearted okie ^^ We can earn that back in no time.

The book Zuo zuo gave me is so nice. Damn. I hope I dont cry reading it. It was commented "4½ hankies out of 5".

Wow.

So kua zhang ma? But I'm always emo. Dots. Huan lou la.

Anyway. I really hate having to go out with the management department against my will. Sometimes okie, I'd be happy to entertain ju wor. I mean.. There's good food, enjoy the car ride, why not? However, I'm not jur pet sia. Don't have to go out with jur every single time ju ask right. wtf? I also want my own time lei! Whole day look at jur face I already very sian. Can have some private moments alone NOT thinking about work or see jur face ma? Flying Fuck with capital Fs la. "Huh? I thought ju eat with jur friends? Then should have eaten with us ma.." "AIYOH~ (like I'm the little kid who just spill her ice cream on the carpet and SHOULD LOOK FUCKING GUILTY). Should tell me then we can eat before you meet your friend." DAMN it la. Then I'll say.. "Oh? My friend need to hurry too." Or.. "(so and so) needs me to take over her place when she goes out fo lunch." But inside my heart it retaliated.. "Fuck ju la! Like none of jur business lor! Mind jur own zeeby can. Nabae. Wo ga le gong hor. Wo bu shi ni nu er. Bu yao duo guan xian shi. Auntie!" I use my handphone while walking to the restuarant during lunch time she also have to knn look at me as though I'm an alien. Wa Kao. I tell ju you-think-you-are-respectable auntie! I will show ju what's alien if jur boss ever acts weird again!

My cute Tsoikern. When shall we go out!?

2007-03-01T00:18:00.000+08:00

The agent Jim was late by half an hour. But I decided to forgive him because of the heavy rain and the nice room he showed us.

The house is 5-10 mins' walk to the MRT. The available room is on level 3 of the whole house and has a quiet environment, lots of privacy. Though it's not a master bedroom, it's damn big. Have air-con and standing fan as well. No personal attached bathroom, but a huge bathroom interlinking two rooms. The room is also modern furnished with a queen/king size bed (I'm not sure which size, but it's sure big enough), a fabulous wardrobe and a computer desk. It even has a little pentry outside the room itself! Lols.

Keke ^^ Honey knew I like the place cos he saw my glittering eyes he said -___-" lala. Decided to rent it le I guess :p

2007-02-28T11:48:00.000+08:00

I just received YiZuo's present! All the way from USA! So happy and miss her so much! And also thanks to PeiNi's gift! All the way from Australia too! ^^

2007-02-28T09:30:00.000+08:00

Hais not much people remembered my birthday yesterday sia. Thanks fusionrev- fo celebrating my birthday last Friday. Thanks to Sarah, PeiNi, ZhuoHua, Henry, Ryan, James, etc who called/msged (: YiZuo!? T_T And of course my dear dear who's always so sweet, fo the birthday cake, fo the magic cup, fo the card and all that ju've done wor.

Goin to view a bedroom at a private house this evening!

Photos!

Mochi on sale at Chinatown on Chinese New Year's Eve.
Only $5 per big plastic bag!

Valentines Day gift fo honeY,
the chocolate glutton.
And a self designed jigsaw puzzle!

My Angie The Choice Fruit Cake wor!
Yummies.

Closer Shot. Are ju already drooling?

Lights off!
Honey lighting up candles fo me ^^

Wor!

Make a Wish!

Take a Photo! m\/n

Cannot wait le la! Quick quick blow candles!
Bon Appetite! d:

2007-02-22T11:18:00.000+08:00

LOl. $100 from Manager and Retiree each. $120 from Director. $20 from Chairman. $12 from Company Advisor. $8 from Colleague. $60 from Baby's Parents. And I received my Birthday Present from PeiNi too! And most importantly, kisses from my dearest dearest Sion!

Isn't it the Happiest , Sweetest and Richest CNY :p

2007-02-20T22:18:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year! = Happy Sleeping Slacking Days!

2007-02-18T00:18:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year Everyone!

Wishing ju good health, happiness and wealth! MuAcks.

2007-02-16T04:00:00.000+08:00

Man I love my new Motorazr MAXx v6. Thanks HoneY!! Jure the sweetests sia. Work dismissal!

2007-02-15T10:30:00.000+08:00

WTF. Look at this website la! An arse with no fucking guts. Quarrel in forum with me.

http://www.sg-house.com/about14151.html

2007-02-14T11:00:00.000+08:00

KEKE. Happy Valentines Day wor~

2007-02-08T15:45:00.000+08:00

CNY = Bonus bonus bonus! HongBao HongBao HongBao! Holiday Holiday Holiday!

Happy Chinese New Year! Well, soon.

2007-02-05T17:00:00.000+08:00

ima gonna get my diploma earlier than my ex poly classmates LOl. Siong boh? Getting back results of Level 2 second week of this month and to continue with LCCI Diploma in Accountancy Advanced Level! I may receive the dip at the beginning of 2008! Not sarcasm, but happy.

2007-01-31T23:00:00.000+08:00

Things I Fucking Dislike Disclosed

Have my hair damn short like what I was in Primary School.
Scolded and stared at, right at the start of the day.
Dirty Bathrooms, makes me dont feel like bathing.
Listen to same thing repeatedly, I'll simply roll my eyes.
Loneliness and emptiness.
Cold baths, intolerable.
Assuming I cannot accomplish a task when I can.
Discouragment.
Hypocrites and backstabbers.
People who think they are big fuck.
Urine in lifts, how inconsiderate.
Dog owners who let their dogs pee everywhere.
Actors and actress having poor or no acting talents but still
insist on this career.
Two alphabets sms.

Let me add in more when I think of some..

2007-01-26T16:00:00.000+08:00

Everyone please help okie. I'm looking fo a master bedroom..

Budget:
$600, PUB inclusive.

Prefered Locations:
JurongEast/Clementi/Dover/BuonaVista/Commonwealth
/Queenstown/Redhill/TiongBahru/Outram/TanjongPagar
/Raffles/Bugis/Lavender/Kallang/Bishan/Newton

Requirements:
1. Within 5 mins walk to MRT station.
2. Heater & Washer, Light Cooking.
3. Furnishings - Bed, Wardrobe & Desk.
4. Preferably Air Conditioned.

2007-01-25T16:59:00.000+08:00

梁静茹 - 暖暖

都可以随便的
你说的我都愿意去
小火车摆动的旋律
都可以是真的
你说的我都会相信
因为我完全信任你
细腻的喜欢
毛毯般的厚重感
晒过太阳熟悉的安全感
分享的汤
我们俩吃汤吃一个碗
左心房暖暖的好保暖
我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
真心的对我好
不要求回报
爱一个人希望他过更好
他从心里暖暖的
你对自己更重要

都可以随便的
你说的我都愿意去
回忆里满足的旋律
都可以是真的
你说的我都会相信
因为我完全信任你
细腻的喜欢
你手掌的厚实感
什么困难都觉得有希望
我很这个
你自然的就接下一段
我知道暖暖就在胸膛
我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
真心的对我好
不要求回报
爱一个人希望他过更好
他从心里暖暖的
你对自己更重要

2007-01-23T15:30:00.000+08:00

周迅; 金城武 - 十字街头

爱没有恨没有
抓不来甩不掉

没有一个是天使
尽管抹粉涂脂

残酷的天地一只小蚂蚁
没有叹息权利

既然永远是主题
爱情是个道具

太阳刚下了霓虹中飘溢
转眼谁入险地

世界本就邋遢还有什么可怕
爽不爽一刹那天堂地狱一家

我们之间的距离
相差不过毫厘
在十字街头没啥好坚持
别跟神话怄气

世界本就邋遢还有什么可怕
爽不爽一刹那天堂地狱一家
世界本就邋遢还有什么可怕
爽不爽一刹那天堂地狱一家

爱没有恨没有
抓不来甩不掉

世界本就邋遢还有什么可怕
爽不爽一刹那天堂地狱一家

这女人的身体最真实的脚印
最温柔的战役最爽快的游戏

2007-01-20T23:10:00.000+08:00

S.H.E - 痛快

痛快去爱痛快去痛
痛快去悲伤痛快去感动
生命给了什么我就享受什么
每颗人间烟火全都不要错过

每一天都是一个节庆
每件事都发生来丰富我的记忆
很好奇还有谁等着闯进我日记
欢迎光临亲爱的请享用我的感情

痛快去爱痛快去痛
痛快去悲伤痛快去感动
生命给了什么我就享受什么
每颗人间烟火全都不要错过
痛快去感受

笑与哭都值得用力气
吻和泪都是该裱框纪念的痕迹
很乐意每段路都有陌生人同行
爱或伤害都欢呼都是活过的证据

艳阳暴雨不要客气
请一直澎湃我热切的血液
我活着的目的就是活得鲜明

痛快迎接痛快等候
痛快去试探痛快去触碰
生命安排什么我就感谢什么
每颗人间烟火全都美丽了我

2007-01-19T17:30:00.000+08:00

周杰伦 - 白色风筝

白色的风筝
安静的纯真
真实的感觉
梦境般遥远
甜甜的海水
复杂的眼泪
看你傻笑着
握住我的手
梦希望没有尽头
我们走到这就好
因为我不想太快走完这幸福
很可惜没有祝福
但爱你并不孤独
不会再让你哭
我陪你走到最后
能不能不要回头
你紧紧地抱住我
说你不需要承诺
你说我若一个人会比较自由
我不懂你说什么
反正不会松手
我陪你走到最后
能不能别想太多
会不会手牵着手
晚一点再到尽头
你说不该再相见只为了瞬间
谢谢你让我听见
因为我在等待永远

2007-01-18T09:00:00.000+08:00

Somebody teach me to make him not exacerbated and annoyed with me.

2007-01-17T16:45:00.000+08:00

Aint I always emo? :p

2007-01-16T15:00:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday was the grand LCCI Diploma in Accounting Level 2 exams fo the great wk.

No 100% confidence but will do okie.

Yesterday had lunch with the director. He was talkin about how I can widen my job scope by learning both from human resource and the accounting departments too. Man. He's such a nice gentleman.

And Ms Tong and Karloon both mentioned after I finish my diploma I can continue with ACCA. Excited sia. Few years down the road I'd have LCCI Diploma in Accounting, Certificate in Para-legal Studies and some ACCA qualifications! Yea. Few years down. I heard people take ten years and still dont complete ACCA. I shall not be one of them.

2007-01-15T15:00:00.000+08:00

One thing I dislike, or rather, cannot stand about Christians.

Believe it or not. I've tonnes of christian friends. Not lookin upon jur as Aliens la okie.

Yes. Go ahead and believe in God jur brave almightly saviour, praying fo miracles and stuffs.

Those are jur rights. I dont fuckin give a least damn.

But please. PLEASE hor! im beggin ju! Stop yaking those bible phrases and psyco us non christians into church gatherings, especially when we already excused ourselves a few times.

We dont show it on our faces but we are irritated okie!

Nobody will discriminate ju if jur give us peace. Damnit!

We might even thank ju fo it.

2007-01-14T23:00:00.000+08:00

Get some life and visit the FUCKING FUNNIEST page ever!

http://maddox.xmission.com/

2007-01-12T17:30:00.000+08:00

I respected her so much yet she is a hypocrite. She carelessly spilled hydrochloric acid onto my trust.

I despise hypocrites.

Company Politics = Bullshit! Frigging pile of FAECES!!

Gossips, backstabbin and stuffs that goes round a company are based on the character of each and every employee.

I Fucking dare ju to talk to me face to face about my flaws but not yaking to somebody else! Are ju a dickhead or what!? Have ju lost jur guts while shitting in the toilet? knn.

Ju better stop showin me that fucked-up grin smile!

Dont feign concern.

I Fucking sue jur chairman for sexually harrassment!

Dont forget I jia jia also studied Law fo one year plus Okie!

Fucking sue ju fo coverin up fo him too!

Ju Two-Faced freak!! YOU Fake, Terrible, Horrendous, Vegetable, Cucumber! Rot in Hell Bitch!!

2007-01-11T09:30:00.000+08:00

She's chasing him out again. The second time I hear her scream that. She has got no kin feeling or wtf. Isn't that her son as well? Why does she treat them so differently?

Is he her son or not?

She can bear her son to leave her? Not sad? Crazy.

Not ever a word of complaints or even disapproval to the younger son, where else she treats the elder like an animal. im forever dismay by her biasness in this sense.

Yes. The elder may not be very highly educated. But at least he worked. Not really damn hard but hard. To sustain his own life! What did he get in return for being nice to the family while all his brother do is slack, talk to his girl till late nights, watch pornography, chat meaninglessly on msn?

Helping the dad transfer songs into his phone. Teaching him use PC. Worried his father carrying the heavy washing machine. Helped the mother clean toilet and with the dishes. Giving his brother his favourite watch and buy him a phone in no special occasion. Why the hell did he care so much for his brother's eyes when they are infected? He could have jolly well heck cared. Why he can knn still tolerate despite all that?

If I was him, the fucking dormant volcano erupts man! I will murder everyone in the house and perish with them!

LOl!

2007-01-10T14:15:00.000+08:00

They rejected the Lunar Boar coins I ordered. They hate me to the core.

Kill me.

2007-01-08T11:00:00.000+08:00

Back into contact with YiZuo. Was so happy. Oh Well. Still happy. Though two worlds apart, I know friendship doesnt count the distance. And no matter how far, I shall always be there fo her.

Where to start. I really hope that dd stops botherin her. Cos all I want is her smile, not tears. Guys. Ego. Come on, grow brains. The hurting mouth and thoughts. What has got into dd that he has the urge to hurt Yizuo once and twice and thrice?!

I do not understand one bit. We were not able to comfort and stick with each others sides like old times. Material which replaced that was what known universal the not alive, cold and well, fast and efficient Emails. Hais. I wish..

How is it possible. Fo a mere simple human being to fall in love with a few person at the same time? I despise.

Why is it so. When ju can say ju love a person so deeply but hurt them deeply at the same time? How unfeeling.

What takes. To make people filter what they should and should not do and say? I always wonder.

Is it love? Is it common sense. Is it natural instinct. No.

Irony.

What else but Bitter to describe my emotion right now?

2007-01-05T09:30:00.000+08:00

To James, Henni, Caspr, Jeff, David, Ryan, Christ, Dennis, Qing, Chester, ZhuoHua, LF, Lindy, Evelyn, YiZuo, tk and of course Eugene. Those who have been hurted and those who hurted, and the one who loved this song.

王力宏 - 你不在

你那边是早晨已经出门
我侧身感到你在转身
无数陌生人正在等下一个绿灯

一再错身彼此脆弱的时分
如果渴望一个吻的余温
我关了灯黑暗把我拼吞

你不在
当我最需要爱你却不在
无尽等待像独白般难挨
你不在高兴还是悲哀你都不在
我受了伤再偷偷好起来
但你不在不在

时间再按下许多次快门
沉默里听见转动的秒针
一个人吃饭这个凌晨
孤单一人份
你低声说你有别人

我的话筒只有自己的体温
怎样认真也不一定成真
你说的对我不得不承认

你不在
当我最需要爱你却不在
无尽等待像独白的难挨
你不在高兴还是悲哀你都不在
我受了伤再偷偷好起来
但你不在

那些摇摆我都明白都明白
但你不在爱已不在不在

你不在
当我最需要爱你却不在
一个人分饰两角的恋爱
你不在高兴还是悲哀你都不在

像空气般不存在的存在
再没有痕迹的爱你不在
当我需要你的爱你不在

2007-01-04T15:30:00.000+08:00

Went shop around with James. He kept wantin to get me something keke. Ju sucha silly kor. After few rounds he stop by that cute bikini at the Arena shop on sale. JiTao faint la! Guys.

2007-01-04T12:00:00.000+08:00

就讓回憶永遠停在那裡。

2007-01-04T11:30:00.000+08:00

愛能如此虛假也能如此逼真
人會為愛心痛也因為愛快樂
那麼複雜的東西為何我們認真付出
我不了愛也不了人

不想太多
我想一定是我听错弄错搞错
拜托我想是你的脑袋有问题
随便说说其实我早已经猜透看透
不想多说只是我怕眼泪撑不住

2007-01-03T16:30:00.000+08:00

You know. I just love linkin into kj's blog fo casual readin cos it's always so damn interestin dude. But why? Why do ju have to go through such a weird evolution?

Have Tagboard - No more Tagboard - Can post comments - No more comments - All kj but no third party!

I guess a tagboard is hard to manage :p

2007-01-03T16:00:00.000+08:00

Dear dear and I both took a day leave on 29th Dec so that we can have a long vacation off. He, on that suddenly was in deep pain. Wa seh. I really got a fright. Went to the clinic. Doctor gave him a referrential letter and suggested us to visit the hospital cos honey's pain was centralised on the right side of his abdomen and it may be appendicitis. Think honey never been more terrified at the hospital, not because i wasnt by his side, but cos the long awaitment of laboratory results, keepin in him in distraught suspense which I didnt too like. So I decided I shall not cry, whilst he might sadden and his emotions will get worse. I know he need a person to calm him down as well as to support him. At that point of time, it couldnt be his parents nor his friend, I had to be the one fo him. Thats why all I did was prayed and comforted him (: I Love Ju.

2007-01-02T00:05:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday My Dearest Zuo Zuo! Missin ju soo much wor ^^ lookin foward to jur letter. Keke.

2007-01-01T09:00:00.000+08:00

是否一顆星星变了心
从前的愿望也全都被拋弃
最近我无法呼吸
连自己的影子都想逃避

2006-12-26T23:30:00.000+08:00

Mrs Poh's father passed away on Christmas Eve.

I never did know.. Death, is such a terrible thing. When ju are still just a kid, ju watch tv and people in shows and movie just die. it was cultivated since young that death is just "Aiyo, die liao hah is it?" "Huh? So fast die already?" "Die! die! die!" Fucking nonsense sia. -____-

How wrong was that. Someone ju know dyin is altogether a different thing. This tells us to cherish the people around us. Can I? May I? Are my parents thinkin of me this moment? Or wishin im better of dead? I have no fuckin idea. But, I wouldnt wish so. I hope they live long enough to understand things I do, things I did. Keke, which they will never.

I know Mrs Poh is strong upfront but deep in her heart I know she's very much grieved. But a smile to her shall do good :) Stay strong Lilian!

2006-12-22T16:30:00.000+08:00

Mai company really knows how to treat themself nicely fo Christmas wor. A sumputous meal at Jumbo Seafood Resturant, lucky draw in office and $100 vouchers fo each employee after all that stuff, then home le. -__-"

2006-12-20T17:00:00.000+08:00

ima spend my first Christmas with Honey soon. Mai first year with him. Yes!

2006-12-18T10:00:00.000+08:00

Guys. im officially REALLY back o_O Please try to believe. Haha d:

2006-06-15T11:00:00.000+08:00

Contract Law consultation with Ferlin turned out totally unexpected last friday. "I like this group. You'd have a gotten a B+" Omg. Did Ferlin say this? Yea he did. "Hockey stick v Verma" Lols. Absolutely hilarious. JunPing wos so funny that day. "So may I proceed to undue influence now?" "No there is still misrepresentation!" "Oh yes, how can we forget about our dear JunPing's misrepresentation? Okie, JunPing, let's hear about your findings" Ahems- :p Eugene too. "The subject matter KANA burnt.." Haha! JiTao faint la!! But ferlin took it easy and laughed it off. Heng ar. The previous group wos damn solemn sia. Scared us. Though we gone case le. 5 secs sure tio gan. But didnt! Dots. Laughed throughout the whole thing instead. Guess sarah lim's group which wos sitting nearby must be dots-ing away d: Keke. Okie. Enough of school stuff. Coz it's holidays now!

Hmm. Exams wos nt bad :p Oh well. It's over. Finally.

Baby! I Miss ju!! Anyway Honey must be very stressed in his job. Aiyo. Poor thing loh. But I know ju can do it de! :) LOve ju wor! ^^ Mai honey, mai dear, mai lao gong, mai best friend, mai boyfriend, mai darling, mai baby, mai sweetst and mai ev-ver-ry-th-thing!! (:

Utada Hikaru Lyrics - Uso Mitai Na I Love You
Romaji by: cori

Reisei na manazashi de kono chijou no in to yo wo
Sayuu ni kakiwaketeku

Watashi wa ano koro kara kimi wo mane shitakute
Sukoshi togarashita kuchibiru de saki e tsukisusumu

Miwatasu kagiri hirogaru
Uso no sakanai sougen wo
Yume no naka de mita koto ga aru
Soko de kimi wo matteru

* Kandouteki ni owaru SUTOORIIhajimari wa
Ano hi kimi ga itta I love you
Machikirenai yokouhan SUTAATO

ENDORESU ni utagau yorisaigo made
Ano uso mitai na I love you
Kiite itai yozutto zutto

Kotoba ni zenbu wa takusenakutemo
Koe ni daseba sukoshi wa kanarazu tsutawaru hazu

Ma mo naku tokiakasareru shinjitsu
Issho ni tashikameyou
Me ga sametemo kanashikunai sekai ga
Futari wo matteru

Senrosoi hashiridasu kage ni furikaeru
Ano hi ienakatta I love you
Oitsukenai yoRASUTO SUPOOTO

Hon no sukoshi utagau tokidou suru no
Mou usotsuki demo I love you
Soba ni itai yozutto zutto

* repeat

Senrosoi hashiridasu kage ni furikaeru
Ano hi kimi ga itta I love you
Oikakechau yozutto zutto

2006-06-02T23:45:00.000+08:00

Has been sucha long time since I last blogged.. Honey has been sayin. Got him, no need to blog le is it. "Yes coz jure already mai story ma" I told him. Keke :p

Anyway! Many things took place the past two months wor. Each I hope, led to a stronger bond held between us as time pass. Hmm. Baby I missin you so much now sia. Those days stayin with ju is relly the happiest period of mai life. Jure the sweetest thing ever happened to me.

Second yr first semester of school commenced. New class new faces. Eugene, Clarissa and me, we three agreed that our class have lots of weird people. We have the world's most depressed, most irritating, most dao, most nortunal people and etc. Oscar awards mans! Kana Ferlin again fo contract. His expectations damn high la. And I dont quite understand his subj -__-" Mai group displease with me I also xin zhi du ming le. Sian. zZzz. Ju wont believe it but I love LcommII. Taught by Eileen Ng. This monday wos the client interview. LimPohBee wos kao beh-in all the way. "I dislike people who support PAP.." Wa Lan EH. One sentence only Ji Tao Faint sia! "Did not vote for general elections? Wa! Ju all so young? Ju know what is the general elections or not uh..?" "Ju know which party wos at serangoo stadium or not? AiYo thought ju know?" ..Faints- Lols. Man. Wos so funny loh! Criminal Procedure by mathavan. Police van! Comical sia him!! Lols. "Refer to cpc section.." d: Apel taught by this kopitiam-uncle look-alike tutor. Dots. He relly look like one loh! buye tahan ar! Today talked to us about pre-maritial sex. Dots. Gave us quiz. Double dots. First Question. I think pre-maritial sex is [1]wrong [2]right [3]depends [4]right/wrong. (scratch scratch) Triple dots. Then Eug kept sayin he's mutant, 不是這個世界的人 -__-" I knn pull off all jur hair till relly become one see what ju have to say. And last but nt least, Business accounting! Mai favourite subj since dont know when d: Just love it mans. But, why the teachrs in poly cannt be like mai beloved Ms Chee? T.T Sobs. I miss ms chee so much. Mai current lecturer and tutor fo accounts make simple things like double entry sound so chiem. I feel so sorry fo those who had nt taken POA before sia. ima pray fo jur. See i so nice (haha).

Wos I wrong to say some, some people dont fuckin care about othrs' feelings or nt? Hmm? No loh. When I told Sion he got angry too okie. im nt over-reacting nia. Skinny monkey look upon gals as sex toys. Honey then retaliated "He's a sex toy himself, to monkeys!" Haha! Nice one. Made me laughed. Knn. I bet he've nv fucked a single one bfore la, i mean he'll nv be able to. Think he's fuckin handsome and charming and dashing and intelligent! He doesnt know the meanin of bein humble. This is the first time i criticise somebody until im flamin mad! Anyone'd give him at most 4/10 okie! Ju've flunk da test, piece of junk, pile of faeces! Mai honey's zillion times way higher in standard than he is, in character, nt mentionin looks. wtf. And guess wat? He talk as if he is a politician or something like that sort. Nabae. Smack him in the face, gonna kick him in the ass, punch him in the stomach and pour hydrochloric acid all over him ar! Sucha Arse.

In school, often hanged around with Sarah Lim, Jean, Eugene, WanXin, Clarissa. Ju can always find us laughin like hell de. keke. Coz me and Eug will kok up some nonsense, lame stuff, dirty jokes, wotevr ju name it. Lols!! Hmm okie. Enough of school stuff. Next week EXAM. Dot dots. DOTS! But three subjects only. Heng ar. Bein LAW student damn zai la! We walk around carryin "law of contract", etc all those law books with the front cover facin out. I agree with kj that we are damn guai lan and most will want to whole fuckin world to know that we are from LAW. Lols. I must also agree we can just any old how burp out one latin phrase even though we dont fully understand the term ourselves keke. So I conclude with evidence and quotin from Eug's togethr with kj's theory.. Business student ‡ (does not equals to; distinguishable) Law student. We damn zuai de neh! Hate to admit! At least we are nt screwed in our mindsets d:

Broke fo two weeks le la. Cannt continue like this if nt I jitao can slim down le. Haha!

And oh yes. I pierced mai ears finally! I dont have to buy ear rings maiself neh. Coz im gettin endless supply of it. dots. So far I only bought two pairs maiself but ive already gotten seven pairs as presents -.- Good thing anyway. I wos broke, remembr? :pp

I love ju so much honey. I wanna tell the whole world how much ju mean to me, how I wish to be by jur side evry moment. Miss jur hugs jur lips jur face jur hair jur warmth jur arms jur voice jur evrything! Time always pass to fast when im with ju. Wherelse time seemed to be in a slow pace when im longing to see ju. Why, why? Need ju by mai side. Love ju more than I can describe. Missin ju on one hand is sucha sweet thing. On the othr, a torment. Ju sucha poor thing loh. Keep fallin sick ): Didnt take care of jurself!

Guess dear dear's still in town, finished workin nt long ago ma. Hai. If only ju are here, if only jure.

I want to watch X-Men!! I want to eat chocolate! Yummy

I must have missed out quite alot.. But nevermind blog again when I remembr! d: Yea I deleted the whole of mai friendster account! So much fo loyalty!

2006-05-04T11:56:00.000+08:00

Kwan i love ju alot too!

2006-05-03T22:15:00.000+08:00

Baby I love ju so much.

2006-04-10T15:45:00.000+08:00

I think I can relly sleep like a pig. Keke. LF gave me six missed calls. Sion one. Lindy two. Anonymous one. Dots.

Hmm. Damn sian loh. School reopenin soon. wtf. Tutorials and lectures and presentations and work again. But this semestr hav accountancy! I seriously miss tat wor!! Half lookin forward to it half nt sia. So mao dun.

Lols. Some ppl, some ppl keep conplainin why they gain weight so easily yet i nv gain weight de. knn dots. Jealous is it. Haha -__-"

Feel like zZzz again. Weathr's soooooo nice fo sleepin sia! Orh~ 豬 la.

這一次　問我自己都說我毫不懷疑
愛上你　終於我發現我還有勇氣
唯一我　覺得遺憾的是我不夠仔細
不瞭解　你說那一些話的用意

幾乎是所有時間在想你
快樂之後是壓抑　
有沒有過這樣的呼吸
幸福啊　只要一個眼神的交集
我們擁抱著刺激　我們渴望著相遇..

2006-04-03T15:30:00.000+08:00

Honey is workin at woodlands today wor! So near yet so far T.T im now alone at home loh. if only jure here, if only jure.. Anway!! mai grrrrandparents just touched down in sg yesterday. There goes mai bloody peace. Two weeks, knn $#%&$#$%%?$!! two weeks they will be stayin! Dot dots.

Hmm. Did i evr tell ju how sweet mai dear is? ima love him so much! Even tho it's only sucha short while we've known each othr. We just click mans, so much to talk abt, so many things to do togethr, so deep da feelins. Da first day our eyes met, aftr which our hearts and soul joined as one. Shall let mai love fo ju stay fo eternity. Nt bein mushy or wot la. But i feel this is it. Jure da one! Did ju evr know how much i like ju feastin jur eyes on me? And jur cute sleepin eyes! Tellin me tat ju care and is alwayz there. arrRwwWWhhHH. Sion, darling i honestly miss ju! Jur eyes jur hair jur nose jur lips jur hands jur shouldrs jur hugs jur sweetness jur lamesness jur voice jur singin jur evrythin!!

Orh well. I suppose Henni did nt yell at me purposely tat day. He wos just very sad coz of wat i said, and wot evelyn said. Hai. But nevermind. Evrything's ovr le, dont hav to be bothred by it anymore ba. An honey, dont believe to only a small extend tat ju hav made me happier than i evr wos. Coz i AM definitely indubitably absolutely surely happier than anyone on this planet :p Yes I care fo henni coz wotevr it is, he's still mai very good friend, but I love Sion, orh yes i do!

幸福是兩個人給予彼此的承諾.
愛你是全世界最超級幸福的事!

LF is forevbr lesbian-ing with me :p keke. Even ovr da phone, ovr msn -__-" dots. Haha

.. When's 4i gonna hav a class gathrin ar :( wondr how's evryone. Hope jure all doin fine.

PeiNi told me she maybe comin to sg in dec. im so excited mans! fo jur arrival. keke. Yea i know it's nt confirmed yet but da thought of it already makes me excited le ma! :p Qi dai zhe ni de lai ling orh! Then YiZuo nia? Why she nv reply mai mail de?? i relly wanna cry le. sob sobs. ANd PeiPei. Call her dont pick up call de. sobs. I wondr why. Is she relly tat busy tat she cannt return mai call wor. Dots. Nevermind ba. Ppl do hav their own lifes.

Hmm. And dk! I still remebr jur birthday d: Lols. And Wayne's birthday's comin soon too! Followed which is jasline, chuanying de. Keke.

im dyin of boredom!

2006-04-02T10:59:00.000+08:00

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。(yesh honey!)

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。(hard cuz mai baby is a crybb..but i'll make her stronger!)

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。(love ju with mai heart and soul!)

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。(ju best fren!ME!)

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。(geez...wad am i going to say abt this,i can't even see kwan!)

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because younever know who is falling in love with your smile.就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。(jur smiles jur smiles jur smiles!)

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you are the world.在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。(ME!)

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。(life's too precious)

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to begrateful.可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。(ju think so,lover?)

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。‎‎
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。(mai baby..ever understanding and loving)

12. Make yourself a better person and know who youare before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。
(ehs...I'm sion...22 tis june...177.5cm and 65kg..trying to gain more muscles.....Dotx!why do i bother..)

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come whenyou least expect them to.不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。(ahahaha!i agree on this loh...kwan is Godsent!)

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.緊記: 所有事也是因果循環的。

Sion ("v") WK 4eva :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
lorvbeee ju~

2006-04-01T10:35:00.000+08:00

This early early morning scared a number of ppl using a program i kena stunned with maiself two days ago called dots.where you go play a game finding a red dot.the first few are cute babyish pictures like nemo and such...then on the third or fourth a scary scream came out with a bastard freakish face that reminds me of some horrible WW survivor.Actually not really scare mai frens lah.i called it happy april fool's joke haha.Mai fren even slam the laptop shut.oppX!thank God i know a few tricks ard the laptop now.in case spoilt can help her mahz!Honey,i wish cld send ju the file let u see.haha.
Me woke up so early loh.Mai first real rest in like dunno how many days since two wks ago,and i woke up early lolx!i wanted to slp until like noon and rot.But mai senses just pull me to the pc and blog blog blog telling u!!I love ju so much,Waikwan!

lolx.Yea,that's Sion here.

with all respect due to henry:

Hey Henry, i might not know wad have gone between you and kwan,neither do i know the story behind all the yrs of Kwan's life,i wanted to ask LF but i think a 3rd party probably ain't the best choice to ask...So i tell u now straight.I love Waikwan.A short while as it is,a short time between knowing each other to holding each other tight.I guess u probably ain't having too good lunches when she mentions abt me,neither do i,tell u da truth,when she mentions abt u..After all...is it not you who spent more time with her thru the past yrs?She cares for u,i suppose.Is it not?I wouldn't try to know more if not necessary.

I wanna take care of her and let her and mai lives be unto the fullest together.My feelings for her are growing day by day.Absence makes the heart fonder as much as seeing her do.She loosen the damnation i kept in mai heart,and i lighten the weight she had in hers.I believe to a certain small extend,i made her happier then she ever was.And i will make her happier then she will ever be.

I hope,that u,as her good friend,cld give me ur blessing.With sincerity.
And pls,dun yell at her again.

Wk...'死性不改' orh! :)

quote:True love doesn't have a happy ending;

true love doesn't have an ending.

Sion

2006-03-30T19:20:00.000+08:00

Knn sian! So damn tired wanna sleep all day through! fuckin hell! Miss Sion miss Linfang miss Jasper miss Lindy miss Henni miss Wayne miss Jeff miss TsoiKern miss PeiPei miss PeiNi miss YiZuo miss Jasline miss 4I miss all mai korz! ArrhhHH..!! ima sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian Sianz with da capital S!